Amy called me tonight and said she just wants to be friends.<\/p>\n
She said she has felt this way since around December. She said she needs to concentrate on her career right now, and I wasn’t enough of a “gentleman” in our time together.<\/p>\n
She said we should take a month’s “break” and see what happens.<\/p>\n
This all came as quite a shock to me you can be sure, and I feel physically ill at the moment. She had me at the point where I was starting to like the idea of spending the rest of my life with her. I was definetly in love. I know I don’t usually say mushy stuff like that publicly, but all of you that knew me well knew that I was really really happy with her. I guess the feeling wasn’t mutual.<\/p>\n
Now nothing.<\/p>\n
I feel very numb.<\/p>\n
and very very alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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