{"id":528,"date":"2008-08-02T16:38:35","date_gmt":"2008-08-02T21:38:35","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2008-08-02T16:38:35","modified_gmt":"2008-08-02T21:38:35","slug":"just-because-you-feel-it-doesnt-mean-its-there","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/?p=528","title":{"rendered":"Just because you feel it, doesn’t mean it’s there"},"content":{"rendered":"

I think I ruffled some feathers with that “check” posting last weekend. Such are the dangers with writing without a filter on occasion. I want to make it clear that I’m not “hating women” or trying to start a “battle with women” or anything like that – just lashing out from inside my cave when I felt vulnerable I guess.<\/p>\n

I had to make an early morning trip to LAX (not flying) this morning which took me down the 405 past the infamous Wilshire West exit. For some reason as I drove by trying to stave back a flood of memories a thought popped into my head. My last three relationships are really the only ones I consider to be “real” relationships. The strange thing is that they are counting down. <\/p>\n

Celeste – three years
\nAmy – two years
\nBeverly – one year (almost to the day)<\/p>\n

3….2….1….<\/p>\n

0? <\/p>\n

What does that<\/b> mean?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I think I ruffled some feathers with that “check” posting last weekend. Such are the dangers with writing without a filter on occasion. I want to make it clear that I’m not “hating women” or trying to start a “battle with women” or anything like that – just lashing out from inside my cave when […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":99,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-528","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/528","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/99"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=528"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/528\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=528"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=528"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.andrewlorenzlong.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=528"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}