I will post soon. I am still in the dark woods, but after the long dark I’ve finally plugged back into the soft glow of the net.
Questions need to be answered first. What do I write? Those of you that need to know already know everything. Everyone else probably should never know. Yet something must be said.
It will be said, in one form or another. I will give you more than she gave me, for I have more compassion for you, my anonymous reader, than she had for her lover when the time came.
Why am I still afraid to close my eyes?
Love hurts, love scars
Love wounds, and mars any heart
Not tough or stong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud, holds a lot of rain
Love hurts……ooh, ooh love hurts
I’m young , I know, but even so
I know a thing or two, and I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Love is like a flame, it burns you when it’s hot
Love hurts……ooh, ooh love hurts
Some fools think of happiness
Blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves I guess
They’re not foolin’ me
I know it isn’t true ,i know it isn’t true
Love is just a lie, made to make you blue
Love hurts……
Ooh, ooh love hurts,ooh, ooh love hurts
I know it isn’t true, I know it isn’t true
Love is just a lie,made to make you blue
Love hurts……
Ooh, ooh love hurts, ooh, ooh love hurts
Roy O., Naz., Cher, Etc., Etc.
How do you mend a broken heart,
how do you stop the rain from falling down?
Beegees
My girlfriend ran away with my dog,
and I shure miss him!
Kinky Friedman
life is full of unanswered questions, especially dealing with relationships. You have more to offer than you’ll ever know. Never doubt yourself, otherwise..she wins.
You scared the shit out of me. When someone responds to a post on here it automatically sends me an email notification. You email notification just said “AMY – a response to your post.” You can imagine how many beats my heart skipped when I first saw that big bold “AMY”…
Anyway – it is tough not to think that she “won.” After all – she’s free of financial responsibility and already in love with some new jerk (until he learns her secrets anyway) – while I’m struggling to get by and can hardly get a second date. Whats worse is that I’m still not right mentally yet – which means I’m probably not even a good date – so it goes around in circles – can’t get a good girl because they don’t want a depressed guy – depressed because I can’t get a good girl (or money).
I thought I’d post by now… maybe this weekend…
I really didn’t mean to scare you. Should I change my name to “The one Amy that really matters”? hahaha. Didn’t mean to give you a heart attack.
I still think it’s a bit pathetic on her part for not giving you straight answers on why things went wrong. I guess she’ll realize sooner or later that she messed up.
Don’t be so hard on yourself. Life is as good as you make it. You just need to stop over-anaylizing everything and enjoy the moment.
oops..I can’t spell tonight..hahaha. I’m going to bed..
I hope you get what I was trying to say