Aaron Firem (a future famous artist friend of mine) sent me this link yesterday. My favorite is Burning Safari
hope
I woke up this morning feeling extremely panicky, definitely having a panic attack. My pulse was quick and I was starting to shake. I didn’t understand what was going on as I’d been relatively calm the night before. Perhaps it was simply the heat in my apartment (probably in the 80s) and me being tired […]
post more
I promise to post more on here…. look for a lot more in the coming weeks
WhyLife
Okay, I’ve got to write something. It’ll have to be the abridged version since this is going out to the entire world. In May of 2004 I met someone online. She seemed like a great girl. She came to Ohio to visit me a few times. By the time I moved to Los Angeles in […]
I will
I will post soon. I am still in the dark woods, but after the long dark I’ve finally plugged back into the soft glow of the net. Questions need to be answered first. What do I write? Those of you that need to know already know everything. Everyone else probably should never know. Yet something […]
just a little patience
So here we are. One week out into the wilderness. “over the bridge and into the woods, where did I go?” as My Morning Jacket would say. Or more precisely “I’m not here, this isn’t happening” as Michael Stipe advised Thom York to tell himself when he was going through similar experiences. I’ve talked to […]
fall out
I’ve now had a few days to reflect on the events of Ash Wednesday. Apparently for lent I’ll be giving up Amy. Wednesday night we had two short conversations (she was calling from work). She has been grappling with feelings that she isn’t in love with me for a month or two. Obviously I’m not […]
broken up
Amy called me tonight and said she just wants to be friends. She said she has felt this way since around December. She said she needs to concentrate on her career right now, and I wasn’t enough of a “gentleman” in our time together. She said we should take a month’s “break” and see what […]
busy bee
Last week I came down with something. While it appears to be slowly leaving now, and never got as bad as the horror I had to deal with around Christmas, it has made me think. Why am I getting sick once every two months now? What am I doing wrong? Is it the regular exercise? […]
Matisyahu and the Look at Me pandemic
For a few months I’ve been hearing this song King Without a Crown on the radio. I listened to it all the way through the first time I came across it. KROQ doesn’t play much music that sounds like that so I was surprised and curious. After listening to it though I decided it was […]