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Month: March 2006

just a little patience

just a little patience

So here we are. One week out into the wilderness. “over the bridge and into the woods, where did I go?” as My Morning Jacket would say. Or more precisely “I’m not here, this isn’t happening” as Michael Stipe advised Thom York to tell himself when he was going through similar experiences. I’ve talked to pretty much everyone in my life that cares about me (and some that probably don’t) in varying degrees about my dilemma. Everyone seems to have…

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fall out

fall out

I’ve now had a few days to reflect on the events of Ash Wednesday. Apparently for lent I’ll be giving up Amy. Wednesday night we had two short conversations (she was calling from work). She has been grappling with feelings that she isn’t in love with me for a month or two. Obviously I’m not inside her head and I don’t know how she truly feels – but I think a lot of outside factors are influencing her decisions and…

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broken up

broken up

Amy called me tonight and said she just wants to be friends. She said she has felt this way since around December. She said she needs to concentrate on her career right now, and I wasn’t enough of a “gentleman” in our time together. She said we should take a month’s “break” and see what happens. This all came as quite a shock to me you can be sure, and I feel physically ill at the moment. She had me…

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